Haven’t been on THE LEEBO SHOW in a while. Been busy, had some stuff bothering me.
Wasn’t really in the writing mood. However, part of getting my head back in the game is writing, so here I am.
Writing.
How is it so far?
Yeah, good thing nobody is actually reading this.
So, had some stuff going on, and now I am in a place… that’s completely drama-free.
Nothing major is going on. All systems are functioning nominally. I’m good.
I like it like that.
Oh, there’s stuff I’m still thinking about that I can’t escape. I drive around in a truck all day for a living. I can’t escape, as my dear Alexis once put it, my big ol’ head.

I wonder about some folk. I worry about some folk. There’s some other folk I need to rectify some things with. I got some folk I don’t even know what the hell is going on in their brains. These are all women, natch.
People making wierd choices. People shutting me out. People wanting me in. People.
There’s all sorts of people that I care about that I’m just kind of floating around their periphery. I should address some things, but I am putting it off. Because, right now, no drama is going on and I am REALLY enjoying that.
It has nothing to do with anybody. It has with to do with me enjoying myself.
I only want to see a handful ( a very SMALL) handful of people right now. I am avoiding others, not because I’m being a hermit, not because I’m a dick, not because I have heat with anyone…but because…. I’m just really, really enjoying my own company.
I can count on me.
My Facebook status right now is this:
I am not anybody's answer.
Of that, I'm convinced.
And I am. I really am.
And you what? That’s ok.
I am no longer looking to make a connection. With anybody. I don’t think such a thing is real anymore anyway.
I have a good job. I can pay the bills. My job is going well. I love the Company I work for. I see a great future.
My Dad’s healthy.
Nobody’s busting my balls. If I wanna drink beer and watch Star Trek all night, nobody gives a shit. Come to think of it, nobody gave a shit anyway. But I digress.
I’m not wrapped up in anybody’s bullshit. That’s kind of why I haven’t been on the blog. Because, nothing is happening.
And I love it.
And I love it.
Sure, I’m come back from the periphery at some point. But’s it’s nice here.
Star Trek doesn’t talk back.

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